What “unreceptive”, “not fruitful”, “barren”, “duration of time”, “of the fructification of good deeds” is that can be the latest Care about – not to the human being head!”
In my opinion Papaji’s offer, that i go along with is, you to definitely worry about-effort is totally expected, and indeed most people who knew brand new Mind was in fact very severe inside their meditation.
As to what personal experience, and you may just what I have see, it is an excellent sign, while i (the brain), have always been worried about releasing me from my parts, whenever a little more about one to reaches function as the primary goal, in the place of delivering anything out of the world, eg pursuing delight, sensory pleasures, comfort and you may defense, when those are natural.